still connected?

i think my hiatus is over.......  cable guy is coming out tomorrow morning so that i will *officially* have access to this electronic world so many of us call *home*........  you see, i've been borrowing my connection, and from the number of my most recent posts, it's pretty quick to see just how well that worked. have to admit that i almost spilled my coffee and thunked my head [seems there's a head thunking epidemic and it's happening to all sorts of folks these days] when i realized that i was actually connected this morning......yeah, i'm always trying, just to watch the beachball of doom twirl round & round, so when my main page actually opened.......  woohoo.......  the funny part of all this is that i'm typing away, and at some point, i'm going to lose my connection, but won't realize it...... the auto save won't kick in, and when i get set to hit the orange button of posting bliss.......  warning, warning, warning...... you are NOT connected to the internet........of course that will throw me into a fit of [insert word here] and well, um, let's hope i stay connected....... at least for a little bit...... have missed writing........ actually, i've thought about getting back into my journal writing........ used to jot down in it all the time, and though this is a form of that, i think i like the idea of writing from deep within, you know, the stuff that you don't want to read cuz you'll gag on your banana split ice cream, cherries, mudslide, or whatever your pleasure is............

anyway, its good to be back........ have had a pretty AMAZING week........ surf around, its out there for you intuitive folk.  had an "assignment" last night........ so as i was lying there in bed [with uber snoring at my feet], i took a peek deep within.......... embraced this wonderful thing called love, accepted the fact that i'm not as *tough* as i try to be [just a gurl], and started to understand about trepidation. let's face it, when you are blindsided [whether *good* or *bad*] the mind goes into auto mode, trying to sort it out..... that's good, it really is. doesn't mean what you're feeling isn't real, just means your noggin and heart haven't sorted it all out yet..... i made a promise that i intend to HONOR until the day i die.... and i have accepted a promise in return...... as for trepidation...... bring it on; i'm all yours....... love is a wonderful thing........