feelin' blue....

or maybe it's just a *funk*..... i do know that i'm feeling a little outa sorts, and not really sure why....ok, maybe i do and just can't fix all of it...

morning started out great, i mean how couldn't it have? woke up next to my best friend, lover, and the most beautiful person... 1st class of the day went well, and then i guess that's when it all stated.... you see, we're working on a school video, and ran into problem after problem.... nothing worked [and let me tell you, i spent ALL freakin day on this]... came to the realization that it wasn't going to work, that people were going to be *disappointed*, and that i, techie princess of the campus, couldn't and can't make it *right*..... so now i have to eat crow, and admit that we somehow managed to f*ck things up...... NOT a good feeling; nope, not at all. i hate it when sheit like this goes down.... the rational part of my brain tells me we tried our best, but i still can't get that ever-so nagging feeling to settle down....

so i got home, threw in a load of laundry, and was able to finally reconnect wirelessly.... should be an ez task, but i guess cuz i was already up to *here* with puter glitches, i fould myself spinning endlessly.... but...... yep you guessed it, i was able to conquer and over come; all the while suffering miserable with allergies.... or, is it a cold???

been druggin my body all day, and still feel like sheit..... heads all plugged up, tummy aint right, jittery from who knows what [meds or lack of nourishment] and i miss my Honey.... yep, he's the greatest thing, and even though i just saw Him this morning, i feel an emptiness of sorts..... like we should be chillin' together, cuz it's THE most natural thing.... Uber's calm out which should have me jumpin' for joy, yet...... i'm not. 

oh heck..... maybe i need a good dose of snugging, and kiss & a hug...... yeah.... me thinks thats just what i need. so folks, that's all...... gonna fold the laundry, close up shop, and head *home*........